I dont have a good picture of my daughter Lindsey. She is so beautiful inside and out. She lives in Texas with her dad and I miss her terribly. I have good days and bad but I think of her everyday. I took her forgranted and now I wish I could change things to have her here again. I know she is happy with her dad and I know she has made some great friends.
I have a song that reminds me of her by Raschal Flatts - " My Wish For You" I cant listen to that song without thinking of her. Sometimes I laugh and sometimes I cry, But I always end up with a smile on my face when I think of her.
I dont talk to her as much as I would like but what mom does talk to their teenage daughters as much as they would like. I think this time of year is the hardest for me because I see all the girls playing ball and it takes me back. Lindsey loved her softball (like her mom) and I loved watching her play. I miss that.
Fall is also when I miss her because I go by the football field and see the game going on and all the people and her old friends and it just seemed like yesterday when I was watching her cheer and get presented as the homecoming attendant for the freshman class. Its those things I miss but I miss her laugh the most. She had the crazy I dont care attitude and she really didnt care. I remember taking her to school one day and she got up put her hair in a ponytail and when to school in her sleep clothes and her house shoes. No make up, hair was all tangled up and clothes all wrinkled and she still looked beautiful.
She is coming home this summer and we are getting her Senior pictures made. I cant wait to share that with her. I would love to be able to share her Senior year with her. Maybe I keep hoping she will come back and graduate with all her old friends. Keep your fingers crossed.
Anyway I just wanted to tell you about my oldest daughter and how proud I am of her. I will post a picture of her soon.
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